My feet at Grimaldi’s Pizzeria


Today I met with T@(@ who gave me a ride and R@#$%^& who gave me a ride back home and we went to Grimaldi’s Pizzeria and got a free pizza. We added toppings, got bruschetta to share


and got drinks and talked about Game Of Thrones and how we hated the ending and then we left and went to the candy place It’s Sugar and they both got Jelly Belly jelly beans. After that we walked around for a bit until it was time for T@(@ to leave for work. She had to get there for 7 so instead of meeting at 1pm like we had planned we decided to meet at 4pm instead. But we actually met up at about 5pm or so. Our server was a nice middle aged white man who said he was new to the job. While we were eating a little blonde girl walked past us and screamed and it kind of freaked everyone out but then her mom got her and she seemed calmer after that. We also talked about things that affect the black community and then we said goodbye to T@(@ and we, me and R@($%^&) left to get home. We took the wrong turn going out so she had to use navigation to find the way out of the plaza. Oh also she gave me a $25 visa gift card for my birthday and earlier when I got picked up by T@(@ I saw some BTS albums in her car door pocket and she said oh yeah about that I want you to pick an album you want so I can order it and have it come to your address. I was like really and then she informed me that BTS actually has four different versions of their albums that come with pictures of them and a book and so on. So now I have 48 hours to find an album that I like and tell her so she can order it as my birthday present. Yay me 🙂 . She gave me the options of Stray Kids, NCT127, BTS etc…

Anyways great birthday. P.S. they both paid for everything it was so nice of them.

My feet at art festival


Today I invited T@#$ and R@#$^& to an art festival. R@#$%^ picked me up and took me there. I had to take Klonopin earlier in the day but I was able to go and hang out just fine. I took a lot of pictures, they had two stages with two different bands performing. R@#$^& bought some things and we even saw some doggies. All in all it was a fun day. After a while of walking around it started to drizzle so we went to a restaurant and got a table and ordered some food. I got a burger I think it was called a Mexican burger. It had avocado on it which is why I got it. We ate and talked about Kpop and the scandals including Seungri that were going on and then left and T@#@ gave me a ride home because now she lives closer to me. It was a great day.

Lunch and ice cream




Today two of my friends and I went to a new Korean & Japanese restaurant and then after we went to get ice cream. We get sushi to share plus bibimbap, I got chicken, and R@$#%^ was so generous she paid for everything. We chatted about Kocowa and kpop (including shipping, dating, fans, sexual harassment) and stuff and after we went to an ice cream shop and got boba teas and I just got two scoops of ice cream with reeses cups and R@#$%^ also paid for me which I really, really REALLY appreciated. At the restaurant earlier I started to get into that anxious mode so along with taking my regular medicine I also took two klonopin. It kicked in quickly and by the time we were having ice cream, me slightly (in comparison to how bad it was when I was still meditating) freaking out the whole time, I was stumbling to get around and bumped into the table when I went to toss out my empty ice cream bowl.

Anyways my planning worked to get to the restaurant by 1pm so I could get home before dark and take my nap to stave off my evening anxiety. We talked about BTS and some other things and then R@#$%^ dropped me off at about 3:30pm I changed and took a nap.

I was very happy and excited that day before leaving. I just wish that the anxiety would go away instead of being an everyday thing. As of a day ago I have now added to my daily intake of Zen, and some days chamomile tea, two magnesium glycinate pills (one in morning one in evening), l-theanine in evening and magnesium oil spray on my feet in place of coconut oil after showers.

All in all great day despite the anxiety.


My feet at sleep study

Today I got a ride from my sister and her bf for $5 lol to a sleep study at jfk sleep center. We at first didn’t know how to get in and I almost went to the back of the building but then I called the sleep center and they told me how to get in basically I had to press the button to get in. I finally got in when a man opened the door. When I got in with my sleep clothes and bedroom slippers and stuff in my bag I got taken to a room and as I was on my way to my room I saw another patient, an older white male, waiting in one of the rooms speaking to the same woman who was taking care of both of us. When I got into the room the woman put on a video for me to watch which was basically only about sleep apnea. I learned that it mainly happens to people that are overweight and can happen to people who snore. I was pretty sure I didn’t have it and the woman seeing me was too. But either way I had to watch it. Anyways around 8pm or so I started getting pretty tired I changed into my sleep clothes and around that time I decided to lay down and turn the t.v. off which was showing some odd movie with what looked like aliens or non humans or something. I was waiting for the woman to hook me up to all of the wires so I could go to bed she had asked earlier what time I usually go to bed and I told her 8pm and she said good and that she would hook up the other patient first then me and right after that I could go to bed because she likes to have her patients go to sleep at the same time. It took a while to hook him up then finally she came to me and the process was weird she put things with gel in my hair she even cleaned my skin with abrasive wipes so the stuff would stick to my face. She hooked things to my legs as well by putting them down the legs of my pants. Finally she put a breathing thing in my nose to measure my breaths. Sadly I was told I would have to leave at about 5am. So I told her I couldn’t cause the bus probably wouldn’t run that earl plus I wanted to go upstairs and get some blood work done at quest diagnostics. So she said yeah I could hang out until they opened. Anyways once I was hooked up she went out and through the cameras in my room she watched as she had me do certain things like pretend to snore, move my legs and eyes etc… I did all that and then was able to go to sleep. The thing in my nose was annoying and the pillows were those puffy kinds that were filled with air and would deflate as you lay on them. Finally I fell asleep. Before bed she told me that to get her attention to just put up my hand and before bed I had to call her cuz I needed an extra pair of socks from my bag but because I was hooked to a machine that was hooked to something on a table next to my bed on the other side from the table where my clothes were I had to call her to pass it to me.
Well part way through the night at about 3am or so I woke up and had to have her come unhook me so that I could go to the restroom and brush my teeth and then when I asked her what time it was she said it was like 3 and that in a few hours she’d be unhooking me. I got worried after she left and couldn’t go back to sleep so I waved my hand to see if she was still going to let me stay in the building until at least 6:30 am or so but she never came. I’m guessing she was seeing to her other patient but I’m not sure. Anyways finally it came time to get unhooked and then she said I could hang out for a few hours or so then told the man to let me into the building so that I could go to quest diagnostics upstairs as the outside doors were locked. Before that the other patient left and they asked if I wanted to leave too and I said no and that’s when she said I could stay and told him to let me into the building. Then she left and I stayed and watched Dr. Who. Basically the team was seeing aliens in suits but every time they saw them they forgot they had seen them. But it all started with them being in the Whitehouse and talking to the president and Dr. Who convincing him to let them stay and stop some threat or something. The episodes ended up with all the team members being killed by the president after one of the women tried to save Dr. Who by shooting someone who was supposed to be the cause for his death and they apparently knew because they had seen the future in another episode. Well Dr. Who was locked up and they were walling him into a room within a room with some kind of indestructible bricks. Even though I had never watched Dr. Who before but had heard of it I found myself being interested in it. The episodes I saw were pretty cool. Well eventually the guy came in and told me it was time to go into the building to wait for quest diagnostics to open. He gave me directions but I already knew how to get there so I went up and was happy to see that there was a long padded black bench to sit on. I was still a bit tired so I lay down put my phone to charge and chilled out for a while. After a while a guy showed up and when he saw me he realized I was waiting in line and he stood behind my bench in the hall. Earlier a few women had already gone into the office to start working. Eventually the man said he thought the door was open but I hadn’t heard so I was like I don’t think so, so we kept waiting but then I realized it was after 7am and so I checked the door and it turns out he was right, the door was open.
So I went in, I was first in line I got my test done and as I got my blood drawn more people came in. While getting my blood drawn I spoke to the phlebotomist. She was talking to me about my music studying and stuff like that. Anyways after I left I saw that like 10 people were in the waiting room and I got so happy that I was so early. I got outside and walked to the bus stop in front of the hospital and went home.


My feet at Snack tasting and Karaoke


Today was the snack tasting but first me and my mom decided to go grocery shopping. So we walked to the store and got some groceries but I got sick and had to use the restroom and then but a fruit to eat. I ended up buying bananas and eating one as we were leaving the store. While we were in the store we got separated and I didnt know what to get so I got some stuff I wanted and then we mett up and finished shopping and ma reminded me of some other stuff I needed to get. After we got everything we cashed out and had to push some guys stuff back because he was putting his groceries up while our groceries were still in the cart. It was really annoying. Anyways we got done and left and walked home then almost all the way home I got a text that James was on his way. I texted back that I needed 30 minutes. But either way I got home and started unpacking the cart and then got ready. Sadly sis was in the bathroom so I had to wait but I finally got in but James was already waiting outside. I got ready as fast as I could then went downstairs but I had to come back up because I had my spare pants in my bag still. So after emptying some stuff I didn’t need I got back in the car and we were off to Fort Lauderdale. We got there at 1:47pm and we got in a very long line. We saw D/#&@ and a  J”&=? In line and then we finally got in. We waited a while in the store and looked around after getting a ticket and being told jokingly not to ask the guys giving out the stickers and tickets any questions cuz they would lie to us. At the meetup was three new people an Asian man named Makoto an Asian woman M@^^/# and a black girl with long natural hair. We all hung out and talked Juan got some comics. After a while we were able to go in but not before we checked out the anime section and found the sailor moon stuff. When we went in with the last of our group we got the sancks and aloe vera water which was awesome and sat to eat. We had some purple pocky sticks, cheese puffs and some other snacks. We got a paper to fill out for what snacks we wanted and also to sign up for the email list. Afterwards we all hung out in the room we were in which was a separate section of the store a while different room next door to the main room. We decided to go upstairs where people had huge models od battle fields with fake trees and people and stuff like that and they were playing with dice and then picking up some of the dice and recasting them. Later on we all gathered outside after buying snacks after me telling some of the others about the buy 2 snacks get one free coupon and then we got ready to go to R.O.K restaurant. We got a room and sat down at the table and got waters all around and placed our orders. Later the waitress came back with the appetizers and I ate most of it cuz I was hungry. I got fried rice which was good but I had also wanted to try the noodles but I had had a bad experience at another restaurant and the rice was good so I was happy. Turns out I shouldnt have spent the money because my visa gift card didnt go through and also Ja:&^;*! had gotten some extras for everyone. The extras were tasty wings which had some wierd tasting seasoning on them but the kimchi dumplings were good. We sang a bunch of songs including Paramore Aint It Fun. After a while I heard them sayingg that someone was coming with their sister and it turns out that Emily and Katie were coming. J@^/€& and B@&&/€ stayed behind to hang out with them. They got there right when everyome else was leaving. We were there for almost 3 hours. At one point I was actually getting sleepy and bored. But it was still fun. Im not happy I’ve spent so much money recently but I still had fun. Sadly again for the umpteenth time someone had to help pay for my meal 🙁. This time it was Jen. Anyways I still had fun but I really would like to start saving for my bed for when we move. All in all good day.

My feet at Game Night


Today I got picked up by Miki with H@×¥ to go to the game night. I had been sleeping all day and the phone woke me up. It was Miki calling so I got up got dressed and went to the car. I had made sure to shower ahead of time. Anyways we got there and it was a basically good party we played Resistance and I was on the side of the Resistance every time except like the last time. In the second to last round they were all saying that I was the spy when in fact I wasn’t. It was a really fun game. After that we played Superfight. That was fun. In one round I was a rabid pikachu who could move my mustache at will. But my opponent was my mom and I cant remember her power but she, Miki ended up winning lol. Anyways while this was going on James and Jen were playing Chess. There were also three pizzas one buffalo chicken which I didnt particularly like, one was veggie which had no flavor whatsoever and the last was plain. Anyways it was a great party and right before me Miki and H@£¥ left we played that tv game where you log into a site and write quips and stuff. The games was fun. All in all a great game night.

My feet at Food Pantry


Today I decided to go to the food pantry in Boca but because Im not a morning person I decided to go in the evening. I remembered how to get there in the bus so I got the bus there and went to the door to get my bags but when I got to the door it was closed. I turned to the other office and I saw someone coming out with a bag so I decided they must be giving the food out in the main office so I went over and asked for my bag. They gave me one bag and a bag of meat but there were no fruits and veggies or eggs and milk. I asked to use the phone and called mommy to ask what I should do. She said I should wait but I didn’t want to because I’d have to wait a whole hour and I couldnt wait in the building or on the premises. Anyways I decided to wait afterall and asked where I could go to hang out. I ended up deciding to go to the thrift store becuase I figured that even though she said the evening dinner was for families that they wouldn’t let me starve so I decided to dodge the food place presuming they would be expensive. I went into the thrift store and did some looking around for storage containers but the container I saw including everything else was much too expensive so I decided to get something else. I didn’t want to spend any money but the hour was going by so slowly that I ended up wanting to buy a face mask for keeping out light when you sleep however I had to spend $10 cuz I was using a card to pay so I ended up trying on clothes and I settled on a pair of white pants. I bought the two items then went outsode to wait but sadly a guy outside who was sitting on couches in front of a place with other people was smoking. Blah nott happy but oh well I eventually left and went back and got there just in time to see other people pulling in in their cars. We finally went in and I got some small cartons of milk and yogurt then got a meal with cuties, a banana and an apple. Afterwards I got seconds and also got some juice to take home and some chocolate milk. I also got a second bottle of orange juice which was awesome. Anywas finally it was time to go home and I followed some people out to the road two women who had a little tif with the worker about bags and that I had asked about getting seconds and I though they were going to go to the bus stop but instead they walked past it. I decided to walk the opposite direction so I was actually at the other bus stop and I realized that the bus was every 20 minutes so it was awesome I didnt have to wait long for the next bus as I had seen one leaving while I was walking to the stop. Also really good thing I went to that stop because there was a covering and a big bench. Anyways good haul and good day.