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My feet at womens health conference and Death Note party




So today I got up early and got the bus to get to the womens health conference for 10am. However I got off at the first stop for the school and then walked all the way to bus stop from there and got there 2 minutes late and the bus was already gone by then. I had to then decide if I wanted to be an hour late to the conference or spend the $5.30 to get an uber there and be on time. I decided to get an uber so I got a wifi connection. Got a one hour pass from xfinity and then pulled up my uber and of course I forgot to get it through Ibotta so I didnt get my $1 back but oh well it was an extenuating circumstance. Anyways my driver was pretty great and then I got there and because I couldn’t pay the $20 for the event they let me volunteer for the lunch serving. I went to the financial wellness workshop and then I went and got ready to help serve lunch. We got gloves and one of the guys spoke to me about habitat for humanity and how they have affordable furniture so I wrote that down in my tblet for when we move. Then we all got ready to serve. I was the first one in the serving line with the salad, rolls, utensils and plates. The salad was self serve and all I had to do was make sure that the stuff didn’t run out. However we realized the self serve salad was holding up the line so it was moved to the back of the line. After a while the salad ran out and we had to put another container of salad out. Anyways finally it was my turn to have lunch and I got fish and chicken and then got some to put in my container for taking home. It turns out there was alooot of leftovers and I got like 3 containers of food including a container I was given to take food home. The key note speaker who spoke during lunch was a psychologist who worked in her own office and with NAMI and she spoke mainly about depression and things like that. I asked a few questions about bipolar and PMDD which I learned was anew diagnosis only around for about 3 years or so. She gave me answers and then afterwards I asked her about getting a proper diagnosis at her office and she mentioned that they dont take my insurance but I could get fully reimbursed depending on the insurance plan I have and that also NAMI could help and their services are free. She also told me that she liked my questions. anywyas after that I went to the Creative Entrepreneurship workshop. Oh and during lunch I had aksed to get my gift because I would be leaving early so I just filled out a survey and then the woman brought me a shirt. I didn’t get desert but that was fine the less sugar the better right. Anyways after the event I went to catch the bus. There was another bus that came first that was also going to the school but I didn’t get on it cuz I thought it migt get me there late so I instead waited for the bus I was supposed to be on but of course I ended up missing the bus even though i ran and then I went to Racetrak to try to get wifi cuz Juan was coming to get me and I wanted to tell him I would be late or whatever. However turns out I don’t have his number so I called mom and Javier instead and let Javier give him the message for me then I met this Jamaican couple that was on vacation and they were waiting for the bus too and i was wondering if I should split a ride to the mall with them $6 each but they were like we’ll wait for the bus but then the bus was half an hour late so i was really late to get home. Anywyas I finally got home and I was letting Juan know but apparently he hadn’t even left home yet so I decided to go shower to get ready. And then I finally got picked up and we got to Javiers house at about 7pm or so. Anyways we waited for some other then started the movie. But wait before the movie e all video chatter with Ch^&^$@ and then we watched the movie. However almost all the way through the movie we realized that people H##%^ and Dh^*%& were throwing up cuz they drank too much. So Javier sent them home and they got rides and then we cleaned up the mess and watched the rest of the movie. The movie was okay but it could’ve been better. Turns out it was Netflix original movie. Anyways some people hung out for a bit longer then went home then later on me James and Javier went to sleep and the we got up early and I tried to fix my phone during breakfast which was really good but it didn’t work so later on when we left to go home we passed by Wlmart and spent hours trying to get my phone fixed with tracfone. They had to send me a new phone after I return this one then we left from there and decided to go to Menchies and Chipotle on a whim. We got a very small discount form Menchies by using our chipotle receipts. The food was good and I took James in so I could shoare the food out for him. We decided to share with each other what we got. It turns out the enchilada or whatever it was that he got was pretty good. anywyas it was an eventful day and I had a ot of food t the end of it including leftovers from breakfast. Basically a good day.


My feet at recycle plant and library etc…

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200My feet at recycle plant and library etc...

So today I went to the Spanish club and on the way I almost went on the closed road again and had to turn around and as I was going asked T***** if it was right that we had a meeting. However I got no response until I got there and only saw like 4 people who told me it was a board meeting and I left as one of them said they liked my skirt to which I said nothing I thought was loud enough to hear but maybe it was beaue then they enforced their no inactive students policy along with a lot of apologies and excuses via text message. Whatever. Anywho idk if they did hear what I said or not but I will take their word for it as I called the school and they said the same thing yay me. F em. Whatever. Anyfrikin ways I dropped off the recyclables and then went to the beach for a bit(which now has a wall or something built in the middle of it) and when I say beach I mean the place in front of the library lol. I noticed that in light of all the racist nonsense in the news recently I’ve been on my guard around everyone with skin lighter than mine (which makes me super uptight when I go out now). I guess I’m paranoid. Anywho I had a relaxing time at the water after checking out the Nutrition World for new products and getting some magazines. Didn’t see those evil papers either. ……….Anywho I did some internet searching and checked my email. So based on some responses I decided to go and pick on some stuff from freecyclers grr (to say the least) that did not work out. I got lost so I was not able to get my calendar or craft stuff. However hopefully I can get the craft stuff a different day fingers crossed. On the way to get said stuff I tried to get a desk that was out but it was too big so I left it and called ma who said I could use hers yaaaayy !!! (Now all I have to do is get the energy to continue the organization process over there lol. Cold weather makes me so lazy.) And then when I realized I was lost as I got to the end of the street that the directions said I should be on and yet I saw no house I just decided to give it up and go home. The temperature was dropping too so yeah lol. Anywho haven’t left the house since. In the last few days I’ve missed my follow up doctor appointment, my last 2 therapists appointments, my last event at ITP and now I well and truly hate this individualistic nonsense that we do that just doesn’t help at all…correction it helps the people who are already rich or are on their way to being rich. Either way I really wish I had been able to keep my car as the public transportation here is a joke and a tragedy. But alas people refuse to help others only themselves, so here I am in even more need of assistance simply because we’ve so completely bought the idea that we are each an island. Well, rant over, all in all I’m hating the cold air but I’m still basically ok. However I really need to see my doctors asap. It’s amazing how fast I spiral when I stop my therapy and it’s cold and I feel isolated lol. Time for some music yeah

Til next time keep those toes warm everyone