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My feet at Food Pantry

 

Today I decided to go to the food pantry in Boca but because Im not a morning person I decided to go in the evening. I remembered how to get there in the bus so I got the bus there and went to the door to get my bags but when I got to the door it was closed. I turned to the other office and I saw someone coming out with a bag so I decided they must be giving the food out in the main office so I went over and asked for my bag. They gave me one bag and a bag of meat but there were no fruits and veggies or eggs and milk. I asked to use the phone and called mommy to ask what I should do. She said I should wait but I didn’t want to because I’d have to wait a whole hour and I couldnt wait in the building or on the premises. Anyways I decided to wait afterall and asked where I could go to hang out. I ended up deciding to go to the thrift store becuase I figured that even though she said the evening dinner was for families that they wouldn’t let me starve so I decided to dodge the food place presuming they would be expensive. I went into the thrift store and did some looking around for storage containers but the container I saw including everything else was much too expensive so I decided to get something else. I didn’t want to spend any money but the hour was going by so slowly that I ended up wanting to buy a face mask for keeping out light when you sleep however I had to spend $10 cuz I was using a card to pay so I ended up trying on clothes and I settled on a pair of white pants. I bought the two items then went outsode to wait but sadly a guy outside who was sitting on couches in front of a place with other people was smoking. Blah nott happy but oh well I eventually left and went back and got there just in time to see other people pulling in in their cars. We finally went in and I got some small cartons of milk and yogurt then got a meal with cuties, a banana and an apple. Afterwards I got seconds and also got some juice to take home and some chocolate milk. I also got a second bottle of orange juice which was awesome. Anywas finally it was time to go home and I followed some people out to the road two women who had a little tif with the worker about bags and that I had asked about getting seconds and I though they were going to go to the bus stop but instead they walked past it. I decided to walk the opposite direction so I was actually at the other bus stop and I realized that the bus was every 20 minutes so it was awesome I didnt have to wait long for the next bus as I had seen one leaving while I was walking to the stop. Also really good thing I went to that stop because there was a covering and a big bench. Anyways good haul and good day.

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My feet at mall

PIC_0583My feet at mall

So today I went shopping with my friend for clothing for a cruise she’s going on. It was a fun day I got Cracker Barrel food and a person met up with me at the strip mall to get the yarn and stuff for a kids art event. We looked almost the whole day before we finally got outfits that fit what we were looking for.
At Cracker Barrel the guy who was hosting an older white male with a very hunched back, got someone to take my order and then sat me to wait for it it didn’t take long thank goodness I was starving lol. He was really nice he came over and spoke to me for a bit while I was waiting and one of the other waitresses came and asked if I was already being served. I told her yes and finally my food came and I went to get the money to pay I got grits, eggs, turkey sausage, biscuits, jelly butter and gravy which I ate even though I knew I shouldn’t because of the pork in it. But I was hungry and it cost money and it would’ve been a waste to throw it away so I ate it. Yes I’m bad I know but ah such is life lol. I think she was a bit irritated when we were at the restaurant maybe because last time she was there the food made her sick so it probably brought back bad memories. Me and my paranoid self centered self thought she may have been annoyed at me of course hey who knows anyways later that evening we made fish and pasta then watch some movies then hung out the neighbors who have two little daughters one of them having distinct blond hair and blue eyes about 2 or so years old. I can never really tell the ages of toddlers. Anywho I watched a bit of Ride Along but i think Kevin Hart is way funnier doing stand up as many stand up comedians are and I watched Source Code (spoiler alert) and it made me super sad at the end because being my depressing self I thought that the happy moment they were all having with the nice day the comedian and all that wouldn’t last and that eventually it would come falling down as it always does in the real world. Maybe I just have a messed up past and it’s skewed my idea of life but that’s just what I thought.

Later that night after I fell asleep in y clothes and all I got up and had a cry fest like you wouldn’t believe. I love emotions they’re so sneaky lol. Anywho I was probably pmsing. No my pmsing does not disqualify me from being able to make proper decisions or to run a company or whatever. So please don’t get that impression. P.S. I’m only mentioning that because of some article or something I read recently where the woman said that a woman she was speaking to said that women couldn’t be presidents because of pms and blah blah blah and it pissed me off and I almost didn’t include the part about how I had a cry fest and it was probably mainly because of pms but then I thought give me a break I’m human I’m allowed to type stuff and it shouldn’t be used to say oh look oh look women are too emotional okay okay now I’m ranting……. anyway it was a fun day yup

P.S. Spoiler alert for Gia …..I also watched Gia but didn’t get to finish until a while later when I got home and omg I loved it even though it was super super super sad at the end omg she was only a baby 26 so young nooooo.

P.P.S. the mall we went to was a really upper class place where a stick of gum probably cost $5 but they’d give it to your free because duh you’re rich or you must be to be shopping there and thereofre you should get free shit for no reason other than being rich. For example at one store we got candy and a bottle of water just because. Oh to have money. This place was insane like ridiculously insane everything was so overpriced. 🙂 lol but it was fun to look for stuff we did eventually get everything and it all matched and it was awesome.
All in all a super fun day.

My feet at Bealls ….again Oh how I love Bealls

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pantheraVLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200Oh how I love Bealls

Omg am I becoming a shopaholic yikes. I bought a bunch of jeans and a purse but returned them and instead kept the two dresses, shirt and cute purple flashlight. I’m in love with my new flashlight. I went to Tropical Smoothie today and got the buffalo chicken wrap yum yum yum with a chocolate chip cookie and an orange smoothie…kids size lol. Then later on after getting almond milk, cow’s milk and bleach spray….(brother has a cold and I need to disinfect everything constantly) my best friend said she was calling the cops when I texted her earlier and since then she hasn’t text me back. Maybe I should FB her to see what she’s up to and if she’s okay. Last night I had very odd dreams. I dreamt of Jonathan Brandis and Steven Strait (I watched The Covenant last night) and I was working with them as well as other models and thespians in LA and Miami and at one point I remember Jonathan Brandis doing a photo shoot but he was posing like Panthera from Wraeththu while wearing an outfit I’d seen him wear in one of his photos. I remember that the areas we shot in were on top of buildings during the day with people everywhere in swim wear and other sunny clothing. There are palm tress and the sky is blue. The dream is not one continual modelling or acting job more like many different jobs and clips from them all seeming to be like the jobs I did in Miami but alot more positive no yelling or overly long hours or extreme heat etc.. The other dream was of the end of the world. This was about the world’s atmosphere collapsing or changing because earths rotation had altered and the world had changed it’s distance from the sun which would cause tidal waves and other types of natural disasters, extreme weather and climate changes. Being who I am I’ve already decided to just die but I live with a group of people like the people from Beasts Of The Southern Wild who’ve decided to find a way to survive. When the climate starts to change a large tidal wave about 100 feet high and that looks very real and up close and personal comes at us from the ocean that we live close to and when it comes, like the others I climb up the building to the top so that I won’t drown. The buildings are the same type as the ones in the Southern Wild movie
but the people are not quite as brash as the characters of the movie are. We have buildings set up on high hills where we go to get food and hang out etc.. I distinctly remember one woman who is about 40 or so years old with pale skin and very long very black hair. We spend a bit of time simply living maybe a few days or so but then we see another ruffle in the ocean just a regular sized deep sea wave but because we are so on edge we think that wave is going to also be a tidal wave and we start climbing again but instead the wave just ripples away like a normal wave and then the dream is over. I’m not sure if we will survive but maybe we will. All during the dream I had a very ominous feeling, a feeling that it was just a matter of time before we’ll die and sooner rather than later. After all it was told to us by the scientists that the world would just get more and more inhospitable until we all died.

So anyways I loooove my new dresses, shirt and flashlight and I am almost finished watching Now You See Me. This movie is awesome awesome awesome…………….I believe in magic again lol.

P.S. I can’t wait for Bealls or some other store to finally get some boots that I can fit it’s officially winter I could feel the change in the air today. It’s so disheartening to be able to put my feet into a pair of shoes and yet not be able to buy them because they’re just a little too tight for me :(. On a happy not I have had a feeling of being light and more alive recently. Maybe it has something to do with the support group, I’m very happy I found them or maybe it’s because winter is a time when things become sterile and right now with the transition from one season to the other it’s very nice temperature wise outside…not perfect but nice all the same. Also I still have to try on all the clothes I got at the clothing swap yesterday. I washed everything and even wore some of the outfits today to go shopping.

P.P.S I almost bought a watch today, it was sooo pretty on me. I had to actually force myself to not buy it, I mean duh I have a cell phone lol. Wierd how people don’t really wear watches anymore, I miss that. Maybe I should make myself stand out and wear one but I’m scared,.. it had a gold coloring and even though it’s not real gold I saw that thing on the news about the guy trying to steal the man’s gold chain and now I’m scared to wear things that resemble real jewelry. I should worry less lol.

Just for reference I’ve added 2 photos one of Jonathan Brandis and one of Panthera, hope you likey lol….I do

My feet at Inner Truth Project and Bealls….again

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200My feet at Inner Truth Project and Bealls....again

I went to Bealls to return my pink tights this morning and also Save-A-Lot to return some stuff then tried to pay off loan but no joy. It was more than I had and they didn’t take debit cards so oh well. Anywho I took the bus home it took a long stop at the Community Center then I finally got home….I was so happy to finally get home I was sleeping on the bus. Of course on my walk home as has happened the last few times I’ve walked that sidewalk I saw one of those blacks snakes lol. Anywho I got home ate after showering and washing my hair. Talked to Alan for a bit and asked him to ask Kristine the cost for a drawing for ma. Anywho I took a nap after asking Mel and Mindi for a ride and then I got up and got ready and Mindi had said she’d give me a ride but lucky me ma came home and I was able to go at a reasonable time instead of having to go wait for like 40 minutes bleh lol. The meeting was awesome tonight. Before I left I went to the bank, got some baked ziti and pizza from Big Apple, got gas and sadly had to run home without being able to go to the Dollar store so instead I ran home dropped off all the food because I wouldn’t have time to eat it and then wen to the meeting. We have some awesome upcoming events I can’t wait. Take Back The Night, Invisible War, etc..etc.. I got some information for authors and books to look up as well. After the meeting I got a bunch of clothes from the clothing exchange and then bought some Wendy’s, because I’m greedy and couldn’t just wait to come home and eat my pizza lol. Before coming home I checked to see if I could still go to the dollar store but they were closed so instead I went to Walmart. I was at Walmart for about half an hour and had forgotten something in my car so I had to get it and the entire time I was at Walmart there was a guy (AA male) hanging out in front of the store. The fact that it bothered me that he was in front of store shows me either how much I fear men now, as is obvious from the fact that earlier while I waited for Bealls to open I refused to even walk within 10 feet of a white male that was also waiting for the store to open and the other possible reason is that, like alot of other people, I’m probably convinced that AA men shouldn’t look idle. And both of these reactions I had today are sad and a sign of something that is very very wrong with our species, our society and our way of life and culture. I truly hope that one day all people can feel safe, no matter what, in reference to other human beings. Anywho I got home after buying some olive oil, baby powder, baby lotion, hand wipes and a new set of headphones which are awesome btw, ate my pizza anyways so now I’m nice and full and seeing as I haven’t exactly been sleeping the last few nights I’m going to try my very best to go to bed early tonight…………..early as in before 1am lol. Til next time.

At Bealls again omg I love their clothing squeee

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200

VLUU L200  / Samsung L200At Bealls again omg I love their clothing squeee

So I didn’t do much today but I did go to Save-A-Lot and Bealls. I got 6 items I’m going to return one item tomorrow bleh. I love to shop 🙂 I’m happy I’m small but it’s annoying that I can never really find clothes that fit me right in the adult women’s section. I always have to shop in the young girl’s section of the store. Lol it could be worse though right ;). Anywho Idk if I’m going to be able to make it to the Support group tomorrow. I did however email the group creator and texted one of the other survivors so hopefully I can find a ride by tomorrow. *fingers crossed*